Dear B, Please help him to know he can trust me to only want to love him and take care of him. It has become a big part of me.

LONGER - Dan Fogelberg

Life

 Are things okay? I miss you and I am worried about things. Maybe you have grown tired of it all. Believe me, so have I. I am posting things and filing complaints wherever I can. Fortunately I am stubborn. I am someone who is loyal and loves freedom and justice. Remember our mutual protest group? Last time I was with them was at the BofA in Palo Alto. They wrote a story in the local paper and interviewed me. 

I wish I knew you then.

I miss having a life. I miss you.

OA

 I know I forget to post here, but it seems unnecessary when I talk to you at night. But, even then I guess I feel embarrassed because I feel like a failure. I promised to take care of him and I don't even know how he is doing entirely. I am doing what I can with what I know. He is in my heart at all times and I am ready, if he needs me. I don't like a world where bad people can run things. I don't wish bad on anyone, but some seem lost to evil ways. I am suffering, but I hope he is okay. Keep him safe, please. I am working on better times for us both, no matter how that goes. I am always here and with open arms.

Please

 Please help me. I want to die.

Please help me understand what is going on. I am so sad I could die.

I am so worried. I want him to be safe and loved.