I do not understand why a health crisis doesn't change things. It was most likely done to trip me up and hurt me somehow. Why else be so cruel? It sounds childish, like MP was behind it. You have the most disguisting people in your life. It must wear you down.Horrible people are a drain.

He deserves to have a free, lovely life of some fun and laughter and lots of love and respect. He is a beautiful human being who I love to the moon and back.

Apology accepted........or not

It isn't hard to be a thug, it isn't decent, classy, sophisticated, or intelligent. What is difficult is smiling and being gracious while one thing after the other, hardship hits, because of the things the thug set into motion. At least the thug realizes they are doing wrong because they cowardly hide behind other people who do their dirty work. The thug is not invisible and will be caught and every ugly  thing she was trying to avoid, will drop right into her lap. She thinks she is being a strong woman, but sadly that is not true, because without sycophants, she would have to get her own hands messy and she thinks she is too good for that. But she isn't. She is a criminal. She is the same as a burglar, a thief, conspirator, a drug dealer, a violent offender attacker.....a low class thug.

Yet, if she apologizes to me, I will not strike, legally.....back. I will have the forum to do so. I don't even like to cause bad people any pain. But, I will.

Not one moment of concern for anyone else suffering in this. Not one.

You are magical and lovely.

Please keep him safe , happy and feeling loved. Please tell him I love him. He knows, but it is nice to hear frequently. My love to you too. Please bless me and bless him. He is a beautiful, loving human being. You are our lovely angel we both love.

I want this for him. "No matter what our relationship ends up, I want to have us be great friends who are there for each other and upon whom we can depend. I have such a strong protective feeling for him/you. I mean, I love you to the end, but I will be whomever you need. I want to live, so I can take care of you. It is all I need. I will never have you out of my mind. You are eternally loved. By me."

I wish he would look at my x-rays and ultrasound(s) so he could have input as to if they could be lipedema lumps.