He kept me alive.....through you.

Please tell him I love him.

Please help me understand what I should do. I am so tired, I barely care, but I do hate missing him. It is what I DO care about. I miss his sweet face and warm eyes. I know I am not special, but I am drawn to taking care of him. The thought of it makes me so happy.

Please make a miracle happen and let me see him soon.

I would take care of him, no matter if he were contagious and I had no mask.  Life sucks without him.

"I'm aware that people I have loved and have died are in the spirit world looking after me."

~Princess Diana

I'm aware that people I have loved and have died and are in the spirit world looking after me.

Princess Diana

I'd only trust him.

I do not understand why a health crisis doesn't change things. It was most likely done to trip me up and hurt me somehow. Why else be so cruel? It sounds childish, like MP was behind it. You have the most disguisting people in your life. It must wear you down.Horrible people are a drain.

He deserves to have a free, lovely life of some fun and laughter and lots of love and respect. He is a beautiful human being who I love to the moon and back.

Apology accepted........or not

It isn't hard to be a thug, it isn't decent, classy, sophisticated, or intelligent. What is difficult is smiling and being gracious while one thing after the other, hardship hits, because of the things the thug set into motion. At least the thug realizes they are doing wrong because they cowardly hide behind other people who do their dirty work. The thug is not invisible and will be caught and every ugly  thing she was trying to avoid, will drop right into her lap. She thinks she is being a strong woman, but sadly that is not true, because without sycophants, she would have to get her own hands messy and she thinks she is too good for that. But she isn't. She is a criminal. She is the same as a burglar, a thief, conspirator, a drug dealer, a violent offender attacker.....a low class thug.

Yet, if she apologizes to me, I will not strike, legally.....back. I will have the forum to do so. I don't even like to cause bad people any pain. But, I will.

Not one moment of concern for anyone else suffering in this. Not one.

You are magical and lovely.