I love my time of praying to you for G's happiness, safety and health and to send him my love. It is a sweet time. I love it.

To "You":
You know that if you don't want to be my friend it is your choice that I must endure and would do so gracefully (or maybe a few tears in private) but you don't ever have to avoid me, because I hold you in such high esteem and I am gentle. I would always be an ear and a shoulder for you, no matter what. I will love you with my dying breath and the last beat of my heart, then I will join my guardian angel and look out for you from Heaven.

It has been such a long time since seeing, or speaking with him. I am always sad. I was surprised when I cried and cried last night. I felt as if I would never stop. Please help me get through this, but most of all, keep him safe. Please send him my love.