Thank you for looking after me and keeping me from despair.
You are love.
Tuesday, April 30, 2019
Sunday, April 21, 2019
“A word or a smile is often enough to put fresh life in a despondent soul.”
― St. Thérèse de Lisieux

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Please give me strength.I feel so sad.

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I may stop writing
except to B.
I love you forever.
except to B.
I love you forever.

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Saw this post tonight on a friend's fb. thought to myself "Hey that's me in a nut shell" then emmediatly felt a pang of guilt or shame or something inbetween because I sounded vain....to myself! What is that? Why is it so hard for us to believe that we are good...to believe we are worth more than the world says we are worth...what is keeping even our own conveniences from lifting us up... I am the girl who loves and gives trust before even knowing a person, I am the girl who would sacrifice her seat on the last flight to salvation, I am the girl who believes that God has put this pain on my plate so that others could have some peace....
Please be kind. To others, yes, but also to yourself .... human beings are designed to love in multiple capacities...time to love yourself too.
Please be kind. To others, yes, but also to yourself .... human beings are designed to love in multiple capacities...time to love yourself too.


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Grabbing something to eat where I used to live. I like this little restaurant. It is a landmark here.
Haviva von Martinitz: I am so scared
Haviva von Martinitz: Yes. I feel sick too.

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I will soon have more long conversations with you while I am driving. I need your love and protection, B. Please keep him safe. Tell him I love him. Thanks. My love to you.

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Thank you for listening to me. At least you know I am a good person.
Haviva von Martinitz: I think he does too. He really matters to me. I care about what he thinks ( and if he is okay). I have worried about him for so long it is a part of me. That psy mocked me about it. I don't care what she thinks. People make caring about someone into something weird. I thought it was a good thing. How could wanting someone to be safe be construed as bad?
I know you appreciate it.
I know you appreciate it.

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I know you heard me last night asking you to keep him safe. You have been here for us both, and I know it is a big task. You blessed us both so much during this difficult time. I am eternally grateful. Thank you forever.

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I pray for you every night. I ask for your protection, and to send my love to you.
Haviva von Martinitz: I know you love him too...

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I just don't understand it all. Do You? Please send my love. My love to you.
Haviva von Martinitz: This are wishes for him sent through the angel, who loves.

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I feel so lost.
Haviva von Martinitz: I send these messages to him through you. Thank you.

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Haviva von Martinitz: ....or feathers.

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Novena Prayer to St. Therese
O Saint Therese, to you all life
was a miracle! You have promised to let a "shower of
roses fall from Heaven."
Please pray with me for God’s
love to wash over me and heal
me in all ways. When I am
alone, reach into my heart with
peace and comfort, and when
I am afraid, bring me new hope
and strength in the Lord.
With confidence, I place in
your hands this special favor
Please help me to cope with the pain and anguish that I have.
O Saint Therese, to you all life
was a miracle! You have promised to let a "shower of
roses fall from Heaven."
Please pray with me for God’s
love to wash over me and heal
me in all ways. When I am
alone, reach into my heart with
peace and comfort, and when
I am afraid, bring me new hope
and strength in the Lord.
With confidence, I place in
your hands this special favor
Please help me to cope with the pain and anguish that I have.


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Please keep him safe. Please, I beg you.

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B, please keep him safe. Those people who keep him prisoner need to understand that what they are doing is wrong. Please let them have the light of understanding and compassion in their lives. Stop them from feelings of greed and selfishness, and the desire to harm others to get what they want.
Thank you.
Thank you.

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Did you hear me?
Haviva von Martinitz: Thank you for all your blessings. I know you look after many. Keep them happy and healthy.

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Therese de Lisieux from "Who Cares About The Saints?" with Fr. James Martin, S.J.

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I don't know why, but I am frightened. Please keep him safe.

Haviva von Martinitz: I love this church. It is open 24 hours. People pray the Rosary in tandem. I always love to sit in the yard and meditate. It is so peaceful.
I can't go often any longer, since it is in Menlo Park, CA.
I can't go often any longer, since it is in Menlo Park, CA.

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I know it is true. They watch over us. I just wish I didn't mess up so much.


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Sorry, sometimes I get loaded down with things, and my mind just tries to figure it all out. I have a hard time just shutting down sometimes. It is so cute, I am sitting in the dark, and my little dog is snoring like a person. It just makes me love her more. She acts all big and blustery, but then there she is all vulnerable and trusting. So many of us are just like that. We all have our "things." They just make us unique, and marvelous.
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Why can't I just be told the truth? Truth I can handle; mystery gives me problems. It creates stress and anxiety. Please put yourself in my place. I know what a kind and loving person you are. So am I.
Come see Amma with me. She will amaze you.
You will feel like you made a trip to Heaven.
Come see Amma with me. She will amaze you.
You will feel like you made a trip to Heaven.
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Please B, tell G it is only right to have my suffering removed. It is too hard for me to live this way.
I pray you will help me find relief, and for him to find relief, and happiness. You know that happiness and good health are all I care about for him. Please find a way for the bad people to be stopped.
You are love. Bless you.
I pray you will help me find relief, and for him to find relief, and happiness. You know that happiness and good health are all I care about for him. Please find a way for the bad people to be stopped.
You are love. Bless you.

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I was just sent a St. Therese medal, a rosary, and a little booklet about Guardian angels, and Archangel Gabriel. "The Angel Gabriel greets Mary the Mother of God." and a prayer to him.
Guardian Angel Prayer:
Angel of God, my Guardian dear,
To whom God's love commits me here
Be ever this day at my side,
To Light, to guard, to rule and guide
Amen
What a lovely surprise!
Guardian Angel Prayer:
Angel of God, my Guardian dear,
To whom God's love commits me here
Be ever this day at my side,
To Light, to guard, to rule and guide
Amen
What a lovely surprise!
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Please help me to learn from my mistakes and attain forgiveness; I regret each mistake I have made. Help me to become a better person in life.
Bless you and may love be your forever friend, and guide.
~Haviva
Bless you and may love be your forever friend, and guide.
~Haviva

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Please watch over him.

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I hope you heard my prayer last night. I need your love and care.
Life has become an enormous mystery, and I feel like a child who hides under the bed out of fright.
Life has become an enormous mystery, and I feel like a child who hides under the bed out of fright.

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I need strength to go on. I am so sad.

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Cruel people are anathema to me. I don't understand how they think hurting people will ever do them good. It is a "lose, lose" proposition.
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Thank you for your blessings!


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Please protect me from harm on the 21st. I don't understand what is happening, and I am scared. All I did was be grateful for his lovely care and kind attention to my health, and my wounded soul. He was so wonderful; I cannot believe he would ever want me hurt. I do not believe it now either. Other people don't like my thankfulness to him. He is someone I will love and admire forever. Thank you for your lovely care for me too. You have blessed me many times. I am grateful.


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